Have I found it?

I know I have not been posting that frequently on this blog.
Why?
Well, I guess I was busy with some priorities, and maybe because I didn't feel that dire urge to bleed.

No, No! Nothing like a writing block or depression or something. 
Just that it felt like the purpose with which I began here, had taken a shift.
It is hard to forget something that gives you many things to remember.

I missed something.
Something like missing a big piece in the puzzle?
And we mortals are built to endure what we truly miss, don't we?

So, here I am!
But..have I found it?