Monday, 24 June 2013

Some connections...

In life, we meet different people and from them, some become our close buddies or even develop special connections. Each one of them represents a world in us, a world which never existed until they arrive. And there is one special connection about which, I am going to talk about in this post. A connection that arrives with a madness, strong passion and a strange magnetism you'd have never felt before with anybody. 

I wouldn't want to define or name this connection, simply because it is a part of that mysterious world which operates on an entirely different system, whose boundaries are difficult to decipher.

When people feel connected, their individual souls begin to resonate at a particular frequency, to be able to sync with each other without any physical contact. It is such that one's state of being gets inherently impacted by the other's.

You can close your eyes to the things you don’t want to see, you can cover your ears to the things you don't want to hear. But you cant close your soul to the things you don’t want to feel. The universal law of attraction states that what you resist will persist, and what you pursue will remain just beyond reach

"Hey, there you are! I have been looking for you!”
If you can hear your soul saying this to someone, just know that it has recognized its twin. 
There are too many mediocre things around. Love is definitely not one of them. 

~ Maya
* dedicates this post to her living Muse *

Tuesday, 18 June 2013

The bench for two..

Those times when we had met, I used to be very confused and thrown off by whirls in every storm that hit me. “Sometimes Destiny should be held by its collar and shown who the boss is.” I still miss him comforting me while he used to say that.
Well, Destiny gave me a checkmate. I proved to be his biggest mistake while he remained the best thing to ever happen to me.

Today, after a long wait, we met.
It was at the same esplanade and the same bench for two.
I spoke of everything I could. He considered me but, was mostly quiet.
Nevertheless, the undercurrent of a discernible affinity was still evident between us.
As I felt it, I remembered a line he used to tell me, “You might deny and ignore something umpteen times, but in the end, you’ll get hit by its eventuality.”

Suddenly, I heard him speak! And then, my entire being wanted to listen to him with anticipation. As I looked at him, his feelings quickly came to me like a quiver,
“When I touched you, life touched me. I can’t live without you.”

I have had no reason in emotion or feeling to stay away from him. Yet I remained quiet.
Sigh! Where does one escape, when you are responsible to destroy the person who retrieved you from those storms?
Today, what is it that hurts me the most? It’s those moments he misses me.  

I still meander to express my true feelings to him, in many ways. But, there was only one way to mean it. Even today, every inch of me cries out to him, “I am waiting to hold your hand too, while you fight Destiny with the other.”

I remember that evening before we had parted and I had decided to drop him home. Before saying a good bye, with slightly moist eyes I had expressed my wish to him,” I wish to be there besides you…everywhere…even there…where we become stars.”

Destiny was kind enough to fulfil only a part of this wish …….my last wish!

The dawn was about to break. I quickly kissed a good bye to his sleeping eyes and whispered,
Through this journey between the stars and that esplanade, I will always wait for you on this same bench for two”.

"If you cannot get off someone’s impressions, it’s maybe because it’s supposed to be permanently etched in your Soul. A Soul can recognize what the mind will try to refute."  ~ Maya